As years turn and family turns to the grave, you grow in the lust for nostagia and that fealing to bring back time in which everything was easy for you. But what you may have lost is nothing like the future. generations of people will look to you for guidance in their life, the feeling of no longer having to impress someone but yourself. A sort of mind that can only be crafted and shaped by the events that unfold in your life. So is it really worth wanting to go back and turn the progression of time back for you and to hold the lives of many born hostage after you to feel that spark in your brain once again? Their lives last longer then that spark so is it worth it.